hello im bacck
evieevie
I realized I need this community.
And I just need to be thin.
Attempted suicide yesterday.
fucking Fail.
Hate my parents.
Tired as hell.
g'night.
loveyouall.

Semi-Formal
evieevie
Semi-Formal tonight.
The night where everybody dresses up, to go to a school gym and take picture.
and yes, sadly I am partaking in this.
and yes i AM making my boyfriend go.
If he fucking shows up that is..
he's supposed to be here for like, 7ish, but he lives 1.5 hours away, so it might be hard to make.
we'll see what happens.I'll post again to tell yous.
Then saturday Ihave dance class ( burn off some more calories :) , because i completly binged yesterday and ate icce-cream and then couldn't purge.)
So after dance, i'm going to the movies with bf and a couple friends, awe're going to see New Moon!
Movie=junk food though :(
and i really cant afford to do that...
on the bright side, lost 1 more pound :)
im hanging in there.

P/B
evieevie
So, i tried purging today...
FAIL.
only a little came up so I'm not sure If i had enough to eat or not.
grrr, almost all my gag reflexes are gone, toast.
so its super hard.
i wish i could just THROW UP already!

THIN
evieevie
THIN, my new favorite word.
I've had this sudden desire that I need to be skinny,.
If i'm skinny, I'll be pretty.
and it feels like everybody will love me then...
THIN THIN THIN THIN.
thinkthin.

Hello LJ, once again.
evieevie
Heeeey everybody so, I just deleted EVERYTHING off my page, and I'm starting over.
So, heere's my stats:
Name:Tes
Age:15
CW: 155
HW:159
GW1:150
GW2:145
GW3:140
GW4:135

I need to lose this weight by Christmas.
Going to Florida = bathing suit = have to look good.

If anybody wants to be txting buddies, I'm up for that.
P.s. live in canada.
love youus.

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